Thursday, October 25, 2007

I want to cry.

I feel really sad. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm at work. it's pretty slow. I hate it when it's slow. Gives me too much time to think. Because of you is on the radio. It would have to be now.

This is impossible.

why is something so fuc*ing simple, so fu*king hard for me. Why can't I let it all go. Why can't I cry. Why? because it's a sign of weakness, and I'm not allowed to be weak. I have to stay strong. If I'm not the strong one who is everyone else going to lean on.

but why do I have to be so miserable. I just want to honestly say I'm happy.

I'm sure that will never happen.

this whole post is pointless. Nothing I say makes any sense. A bunch of nothing.

;-(

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