OH MY GODDDD

why does this have to be such a bad fu*ki*g day. I can't do anything right I feel like shit. everyone is bit*hing at me for everything they want too fucking much from me.IM SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!! all I want to do it cry...I want to but I can't. Iwish my meeting with Lila would have been today because I have so much I want to say. it would be really nice to be able to talk to someoen right now. I feel like I'm on the verge of just fucking breaking down I cant hold all of this inside of me anymore I want to say fu*k school fu*k my mom fu*k the world I want to just crawl in a corner by myself and cry i want to feel everything i have been pushing away. I dont know why im fu*king uhhhhhhhhhh asdjfnhckjsdnhfcjknhsdkvjjksdvjkbsvjkbsjkhjksvkjbsdvjkbvkbjf nothing makes sense to me right now everything i am thinking is just jumbled up into a bunch of nothing i cant make sense of any of it i dont even know what to write i dont know how to write what i need to say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please fuc*ing help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!